'''^^'''A Wonderful life comes from a smile=)

DBSK - Junsu - rainy night [romanization+eng sub]

2010-04-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

Fake Friendship Lyrics

2010-01-04T07:12:00.000-08:00

I found the truth behind your lies
You're just a fake friend in disguise
How dare you use me to get rich
I used to think the world of you
I wasted all my time with you
Thinking that our friendship was true
Accusing me of doing wrong
And you're the one who messed it all up
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
That's not okay
I used to fight to back you up
I risked my life and spilled my guts
You have no sense of loyalty
I guess you threw it all away now
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
When I was down you just..
Just walked away
Didn't even ask me if I was okay
Falling stars and all the broken dreams
Almost loves
I can't take it anymore
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
by: Tila Tequila - Fake Friendship Lyrics

Secrets and lies drip at the back of our thoughts like a leaky faucet, making a good night sleep is impossible,sad mod will suddently turn up and start to cry…
In the darkness, they consume our every thought and rob us of all mental energy..
“y did he lie to me…”, “I hate lies…”….
Truthfulness,confession,and disclosure,
no matter how paintful they may be, hurt much less than the destruction brought about by dishonesty…
I realy hope that when start a relationship..donot tell lies~

2009-09-19T20:47:00.000-07:00

~~~PIZZA~~~

"One day Trip to Kampar"
Days start when we reach Medan Kit and waiting for bus....while waiting..chating,smsing....and so on....then suddently we found ah boo missing...while trying to find him.he call us faster go in to the bus...we rush out and saw vincent with him staying in the bus...we like speechless and idot running to the bus...LOL..at last leave us there waiting another bus...=/
then reach Kampar...
walk along a "small rain forest" like what Tom said..then we reach Persatuan Kebajikan Bagi Orang istimewa Kampar for a joint visit with Pei Yuan and Acs Kampar...
after visit have a enclose relationship lunch...
we done such a stupid things...by accompany friend...
3 diffrent restaurant with 3 diffrent gang...LOL
FIRST~Having a drink with Pei yuan(Creaze restaurant if not mistaken)
SECOND~with buddy~Pizzahut..the nice pizza under a restaurant
THIRD~Acs Kampar~(HoXXX restaurant if not mistaken)
LOl..

MY GOPENG RESORT

2009-08-28T12:23:00.001-07:00

The small circle of friends and leo gang who had know each other quite well,had planned this trip in advance for Leo Club Of Sam Tet activity.

Tired of the hectic and busy schedules, the stress of examinations and the hustle of school life…=(

we decided on a “unique” holiday trip rather than popular tourist destination filled with people and boring sign. So spend a 3 days 2 nights trip to gopeng resort this holiday. I

t start from 24-8-09 to 26-8-09(3 days 2 nights summer camp)…

YEAP, thanks to beloved ah boo who done and organized such trip…

LOL…and sure my accompany on helping him…hehe…sorry promoting myself tim…

ok back to topic….

The hole trip we were accompanied by Mr. Henry and Pn. Elizabeth.

This trip seems noting for me…just funny hang out with hole gang of friends…cause i been My Gopeng Resort twice before…everything seems there so familiar for me….=)

FIRST DAY (24/08/09)
The days before I seems din sleep cause just done my the other stuff…then I seems wake up late on Monday. I woke up in a rush and went to school. When I reach I saw 2 bus waiting there Ooo…nonono I thought the bus was waiting me…but luckly no…>.<

We chating there while waited for our bus. Finaly, a bus ride without air-condition bus reach…=/ We got into the bus…then luckily or “smart” Joeger decide going there by Pn. Elizabeth’s car….then we got in…
Then we assemble at Gopeng Town Market near by small roundabout…
I knew we were waiting for a lorry to take us up the hill…it seems like selling people to work when the hole gang of people at the lorry…=O
So we still stick on Pn. Elizabeth’s car…>.<>

Then I settle down the members to a long room then going back to beloved chalet. After lunch, then we enjoyed our free time by playing and chating.

but I am busy playing cards with the small and since that moment I had another nickname “pipi man”. The first activity- THE SUMMIT CLIMB. When the moment we departure, I felt to be both mentally and physically prepared for the journey. This was not the first time I am here…so everything seems to be familiar….

However, we face a terrible time. We almost finish the climb but suddently the guide ask us to turn back and said there have a yellowich King cobra. So everyone panic and try rush down in a hurry…so as the older…we help members to overcome the problem(I mean how they climb down),Just imagine the amount of venom of the cobra inject to ur body sure the end will be die…besides that the horrible rain and slippery surface,ah boo, who had been following in the group suddenly began to slide due he was in an intense pain in hid leg.

He was indeed luckly that his fall had knocked him unconscious.finally, ah boo managed to claw his way to stop and hung in for life. I realy in deed to thank my beloved ang zhi yong who help me when I lost my sens…thanks. We realy almost lost in the jungle due to we cannot follow the guide after we help the members and our friend lawlaw seems so scare and keep calling me to find out a way to go out…luckly we were out cause our teacher. When we back to resort, we were just like the survivors making a movie and we are the actors…LOLZ…then after our bath and we had our dinner….the rest of time just enjoying chatting and playing cards in the chalet. The most funny things that happen in the chalet is fighting for line init…seems realy in deed to sms ….=)

Today until here…late at night already…update tomorrow…

2009-07-16T15:49:00.000-07:00

HAIZ....some school life pic...=)

"PONTENG" first step
see whether can go or not????
then this is my friend Chong Hao Pin...and another friend was tay loong was resting and sleeping

THEN next....
hurry!!!!! i am free.....hehe
another person is ah bok always watching the sky....

hehe...our beloved TOM...
so hardworking????
nono....he was reading novel....nine knife novel's

less update already....

school was totally boring and free today.

first two period was bio totally bored....
read paper for 3nd period and start chating with each other....
cause both also free period....
then when for recess and start help up in librarian annual dinner....
then the rest is chit chatting time =)
cause our add math teacher also din attand the class...
realy quite waste time....
not only me feel bored but the hole class....some even "ponteng"

Back to normal....and still single =)

2009-07-07T08:10:00.000-07:00

Haiz....Everythings settle down...

will be a better day for me and u...

Relationship breakdown happens much more often than we would like to admit.

The notion of anything “breaking down” is bad in and of itself, let alone our very own relationship breakdowns.

If u are currently experiencing relationship problems and recognise some of the signs and

signals then u could choose to tackle the problem before u reach the stage of separation

I think u can recover from relationship breakdowns and achieve breakthrough cause u have a strong unwavering commitment to ur relationship.

In fact relationship breakdowns very rarely occur when both parties are fully committed to making the relationship work.

Commitment involves making sacrifices as well as working every minute of every hour in keeping your relationship strong.

After break up doesn't it seem like u keep replaying the last words u heard—
"I don't love you anymore" or
"you're just not right for me--I need a change."
These can be horrible things to hear, especially from someone you love.
If you want to know how to cure a broken heart read on.
But I din say any of this to u….
I just said that “ U are pretty, mature but u are not my cup of tea.
i may have my dream but u are not the girl”…
If this will seems hurt to u I would like to said SORRY…
But u might be more heard when I din said anything…
I hope we can respect our decision…

Although we break up in peace, we can still be best friend...

There is a tool that can help u clear these thoughts from your mind,

essentially reprogramming your mind.

You first write down the negative thought that keeps running through your head. Then what you do is rewrite the phrase so it is something positive for you.

Every time you have the negative thought replace it with the positive thought.

If you have a number of negative thoughts running through your head like a tape loop, it's probably best to work on fixing one at a time.I

suggest writing this down and keeping it with you,

so when the negative thought starts,

u can remember the positive phrase and immediately replace it in your mind.

I realy hope we still can keep in touch…

remain the good friendship just like now…

Now everythings seems to be settle and i am back to normal....

let time pass through la....

everything will be okay...

keep smiling every day...=)

2009-06-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Haiz...

quite a long time din write any things...

realy wan to express my feelings here...

hope u all dun mine...

now my heart realy missing her...

everyday hope to hear from her just waiting for her message...

The worst way to miss you is when i are right beside you and yet you know you can never have me.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens...

I will always love you.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
If you love me more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

I will wait for you for the rest of my life.

Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. ..

I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

i thought of losing you brings me to tears.
I wish that I could hold you now...

I wish that I could touch you now...

I wish that I could talk to you...

be with you somehow.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...

rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

i love u....truly in my heart

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
It's been quite awhile...

I must say I miss our friendship.

I miss you, but what

I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I miss the talks we used to have,

I miss the voice I used to hear...

I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these...

I just miss you!
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I

wish I was there curled up by your side,

Time passes,

But not fast enough,

I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough,

When I feel you embrace it will be all right,

But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.
When I'm not accompany you ... do you think of me?

When you're sad and something's bothering you...

do you wish I were there to help comfort you?

When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me,

and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?

When you lay down at night...

do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?

And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?

because that's how I think of you...
I can still remember just the way you taste.
I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
miss me when I'm not, and love me for all eternity.
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind.

So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.

I miss you.
I miss you most when I'm sad.

I miss you when I'm lonely.

But most of all,

I miss you when I'm happy.

HOLIDAY>.<

2009-06-02T08:45:00.000-07:00

WOW!!yea!! finally exam over....
during the exam suffer a lot....
every day just suffer on study!
i realy inadequacy of sleep every day sleep at 11pm and wake up at 3.30
panda eye seems getting more and more big.
during the exam period, we found out a straight and stand one's ground guy(superman) in our class...
we even'beg"him for some reason....realy foolish of ourself >.<

let the time pass through the unsucess of exam...

after the exam period, the holiday will acompany me...
finally it reach the time that someone realy miss and hope it will come...
that is saturday...
accompany a gang of friends go parade realy happy???
i dun think so...
i realy lucky that have a good friend accompany me...
he gave me a lot of advice...
thanks...
he made me imperturbable and not to impervious by NIKE...
Before that we go andwatch Night at the Museum >.<
the movie is quite nice and joke
the part that was most funny is a group of Albert Einstein bobbleheads and the angles sing pop music^^ i realy need to said that parade is such a small place...
everyway we go around sure will saw "them"...
with 3 couple and some guys.

i got felt jealous...when they start to holding hands on hands
it realy induce me...
that time i start to indulgently thinking about her
if i date her out the hole sam tet sure will know...
so i realy not dare to do such dalliance things in parade...
so just keep it in my heart...
no one will know who is she??
just the secret about she and me...
but i sure will very debonair if i hold her hands..
i hope she will know...
dun ask me who is she??
she may be never appear in ur lifestyle
but i will always appear in my mind or heart....
=P Hope this will be a wonderful holidays. =)
i felt very very happy to welcome the holidays...
soon leo forum is coming...realy waiting and hope every one will enjoy...
leo forum i will be waiting for u....

FRIENDS be vulnerable???

2009-05-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

SOMETIMES BUDDY GET HURT OR BRUISE
JUST TELL THE OTHERS LA....
WE ALL ARE WILLING TO HELP AS
WHEN FRIENDS IN NEED,
FRIENDS MUST INDEED TO HELP...

I ALSO DO NOT KNOW U WILL DRANK TO SLOVE THIS PROBLEM LA...
JUST TELL THE PROBLEM OUT,
EXPRESS URSELF AND EVERYTHINGS WILL BE SLOVE
TRYST URSELF U CAN DO IT,
CAUSE U HAVE A GANG OF FRIENDS WILLING TO HELP U...

EVERYONE will goes through ups and downs.
while it's nice to be on an up cycle,encouraging the downtrodden,
the reality is one gets to have it "all together"for very long.
We need to takes turns being the encourager and the encouraged.
Notice how courage is squeezed in the middleof those words.
it takes courage to let your guard down and makes your needs known.

LET DOWN YOUR GUARD AND REST
YOUR HEAD ON THE SHOULDER OF FRIEND...

2009-05-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

KEEP a positive outlook on life^^

2009-05-18T20:46:00.000-07:00

TO MY BELOVED SAD N EMO FRIEND,

WHEN I COMPLAIN,I DO IT BECAUSE"IT'S GOOD TO GET THINGS OFF MY CHEST'"
WHEN YOU COMPLAIN,I REMIND YOU THAT "GRIPING DOESN'T HELP ANYTHING."

A single complaint often leads your thoughts down a depressing spiral of negativity.
Negativity breeds faster than anything.
Rarely does a complaining attitude produce positive results...
No matter how well things are going,
most of us can find something to complain about.
It is easy to fall into the habit of negative thinking.
Determine today to put an end to sour negativity and instead looks for ways to improve your attitude.
Commit a random act of kindness.
Focus your attention away from your problems and onto the needs of others.
Bless your spouse and those around you with cheerful disposition...

Friendship is More Important than Romance

2009-05-18T04:42:00.000-07:00

haiz...these days every one like stuck into the black hole of love...so may i give some opinion???
Many people says that most of the first love is puppy love no one really understand what is love on this period of time.
Well I can’t fully agree about it.
I’m stand on the neutral ground here.
When I think back my first love it brought back many sweet memories and even bad memories. Does anyone try before getting back to your first love? Me?
Let it keep it a secret till you tell me more about yours. :)
Sometime we would ask “God, why you let me see her again.” this is the first things that come over your mind when you meet your first love.Do you know to handle the situation?
Act as a long lost friend who you never see him or her for quite sometime? or pretend you can’t see her or him?
Many things will come over our mind and we need to make a fast decision before we regret doing it. Okay, when we get to know that he or she still has feeling towards you and what will you do?(*you must be still single okay )
so you have given both a second chance to be together.
Both will appreciate each other because you all will think it is not easy to get back.
Remember one thing that “God has given you a second chance to amend your mistakes that you’ve done at the past, please use it wisely. There is no more second chance after this.”My goal in the future is to help others and to bring this silent condition to the forefront -- too many are suffering. We live in a world of selfishness; everyone is in a hurry. We need to stop and take time to look at this earth for it is a beautiful one.Never give up because you are not alone -- get help, never be ashamed and work at it. Surround yourself with beauty and positive influences. And lastly, pray -- the power of prayer is important. This we can overcome -- we are strong people -- and these trials are put before us so we look at ourselves and become the people we were meant to be... FREE, FREE, FREE!!!

from the others n mine opinion...

Love Must Be The Reason

2009-05-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

Never try to define love.

Once defined love is confined. Once confined -- It dies. Love with passion, serve with love, and die with no regrets. We can express the feelings of how love feels to us but never what love is. Love is different to all. Some have simple loves where others have deep feeling love. Love is a word people throw around like Beer to be honest.

Why??who can tell me??

2009-05-17T08:27:00.000-07:00

There are some things that have to with love and affection that all the boys love.

First, let us establish that all the boys love girls.

Perhaps, all the boys love girls who are attractive in many ways.

For all the boys out there, you know what you love when it comes to females.

First, let me explore the power of lust.

This is probably the most powerful force almost comparable to love itself.

In life, lust has been a feature since we came into existence.

It is mainly observed in boys, because they usually do not have subtle ways to show it.

Lust is the sexual attractions for a woman or man that can make someone do crazy stuff. The lust is not always evil because it has seen the genesis of many relationships and even marriages. It is through this initial attraction that people are able to meet and explore what they might feel. This is the advantage and, there are so many disadvantages or downsides to lust.

Many have done things they regret because of it and, it needs lot of caution and care.

All boys love to flirt and, this is the manifestation of lust.

Flirting involves sending deliberate signals to the person to get their attention.

It is very healthy to flirt because scientists have proven that it makes people happy and therefore increasing the joy and harmony in the body which translates to better health.

Boys flirt with attractive girls and, it is a common feature in both the young and the old. It is vital to know what lust is and know when a person is flirting with you.

This is paramount because you will have the opportunity to meet a special person if,

you have not already met them.

The following are some of the signs that boys will show when they are flirting.

First, the face tells it all.

To be more specific, the eyes never lie.

They will have constant glares that almost resemble stares.

Boys were born to do this and it is not unusual at all.

They will have a thin smile at the corner of their mouths.

This is just to lure you into their world so that you can flirt back.

If you like a particular person, there is no harm in returning the flirt but, if you are offended, it is probably wise to make this clear.

Boys will flirt using body language.

They will appear to preen or look more presentable for you. There are girls who never realize this and they miss out on opportunities to even meet great boys.

As they say, boys will always be boys and, you can only learn to understand them even as you look for a good boy.

Not all of them are bad in fact, before you label them bad, it is vital that you establish their characteristics and values. Many will surprise you.

it is interesting seeing or thinking about what boys love doing.

One thing you can be sure of is that when they love a girl, they will go the extra mile to show her how much.

so how do u think about it???

2009-05-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

Meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D.S.H.I.P
"F" is for Fun............That friends share when they are together.
"R" is for Reliability....A true friend is someone that you can always rely on.
"I" is for Interest.......Someone who is genuinely interested in you, your fears, joys, and life.
"E" is for Energy.........They pick you up when you are down, and give you the energy to go on and believe in yourself.
"N" is for Nothing........Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time it is, night or day.
"D" is for Distance.......Although the miles may separate you, a true friend is never far away.
"S" is for Secrets........Your feelings and personal/private thoughts that you can only share with a friend.
"H" is for Happiness......The way I feel when we are together.
"I" is for Inseparable....Through good times and bad, tears and laughter. A friend will always be there for you jst frnds like u ..
"P" is for Perfect........The friendship that you and I share. You make normal days into special days. Turn my tears of sorrow into tears of laughter. My world is a brighter place due to the friendship and love that we share.

friendship really mean like that???

i am also not too sure cause few reason make me feel hard to trust everything

maybe u will always saw a happy smile on me but...

really hard feelings that no one will know....

u will always saw a helpful guy helping the others n solve the others problem but no one will know Ur problem...

haizz....although now is exam period but still stuck in many problems..

not only society but misunderstanding...haizzz

do all this problem can be solve??

i think no way to solve it...just let time pass through and wash out my memory....

it might be hard but i will try cause...

i am chea and i will try my best

couple really can be trust???

suddenly everyone like involve in love issue but is that call high school life???

now among us just left few clear mind guy only...

not mean i jealous but...

what is love???

In fact,love is more important than friendship...speechless...

a person who always smile not mean that he will not be sad...

maybe he just overcome his sadness by smiling n joking around between friends

it might betray ur friend cause of lover...

but will not betray ur lover cause of friends..

haiz...

do someone i can trust???

i really need some time to think about it......

2009-04-30T08:22:00.000-07:00

If we use our skills and abilities often enough,
We can improve and perfect them but most of us do not sharpen our skills.
like tools left unused,
They will......

Otherwise,
become useless,
The success of sports-persons,artists and performers
is no assured by their talent and promise alone...
It is regular and efficient practice
that enables them to improve their performances and achieve perfection in them.

Practice can be so effective that,
even if we are not sufficiently talented,
It will help us achieve a satisfactory level of performance...

2009-04-27T22:17:00.000-07:00

有时，外面下着雨心却晴着；
又有时，外面晴着雨心却下着雨。
世界上有许多东西在对比中让你品味，
心晴的时候，雨也是晴；
心雨的时候，晴也是雨。
在小雨中漫步，更有一番难得的惬意！
一对恋人走在小巷里，那情景再寻常不过了。
但是下雨天手中魔术般又多了一把淡蓝色的小伞，
身上多了一件米黄色的风衣
那效果是截然不同。

看海和出海是两种不同的生活境界，
一种是把眼睛给了海，一种是把生命给了海。
如果心胸不似海又怎样干海一样的事业。
如果心胸真似海任何事业岂不又失去了光彩。

人能做多远？
这话不是要问两脚，
而是要问志向；
人能攀多高？
这事不是要问双手。
而是要问意志。
于是，
我用青春的热血给自己树起一个高原的目标。
不仅为了争取一种光荣，
更多是为了争取一种光荣，
更是为了追求一种境界。
目标实现了，便是光荣。
目标实现不了，
人生也会同这一路的风雨跋涉，
变的丰富而充实；
在我看来，就不虚此生。

Life is action; not contemplation

2009-04-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

Life
is meant for such activities as will help sustain it,
more thanfor indulging in thoughts and planning about how to do them...
Ideas
however well-thought of and noble they may be,
are useless untill they are translated into actions beneficial to the society...
Thinking and Planning
This are Useful only if they lead to practicable ideas...

NOWADAYS,
we come across several self-proclaimed thinkers and intellectuals.
Who,despite claiming to have remedies for all the ills of society,
Unwilling to try out the remedies in practice,
for fear of failure