Haiz...

quite a long time din write any things...

realy wan to express my feelings here...

hope u all dun mine...

now my heart realy missing her...

everyday hope to hear from her just waiting for her message...

The worst way to miss you is when i are right beside you and yet you know you can never have me.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens...

I will always love you.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
If you love me more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

I will wait for you for the rest of my life.

Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. ..

I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

i thought of losing you brings me to tears.
I wish that I could hold you now...

I wish that I could touch you now...

I wish that I could talk to you...

be with you somehow.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...

rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

i love u....truly in my heart

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
It's been quite awhile...

I must say I miss our friendship.

I miss you, but what

I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I miss the talks we used to have,

I miss the voice I used to hear...

I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these...

I just miss you!
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I

wish I was there curled up by your side,

Time passes,

But not fast enough,

I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough,

When I feel you embrace it will be all right,

But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.
When I'm not accompany you ... do you think of me?

When you're sad and something's bothering you...

do you wish I were there to help comfort you?

When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me,

and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?

When you lay down at night...

do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?

And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?

because that's how I think of you...
I can still remember just the way you taste.
I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
miss me when I'm not, and love me for all eternity.
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind.

So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.

I miss you.
I miss you most when I'm sad.

I miss you when I'm lonely.

But most of all,

I miss you when I'm happy.

HOLIDAY>.<

WOW!!yea!! finally exam over....
during the exam suffer a lot....
every day just suffer on study!
i realy inadequacy of sleep every day sleep at 11pm and wake up at 3.30
panda eye seems getting more and more big.
during the exam period, we found out a straight and stand one's ground guy(superman) in our class...
we even'beg"him for some reason....realy foolish of ourself >.<

let the time pass through the unsucess of exam...

after the exam period, the holiday will acompany me...
finally it reach the time that someone realy miss and hope it will come...
that is saturday...
accompany a gang of friends go parade realy happy???
i dun think so...
i realy lucky that have a good friend accompany me...
he gave me a lot of advice...
thanks...
he made me imperturbable and not to impervious by NIKE...
Before that we go andwatch Night at the Museum >.<
the movie is quite nice and joke
the part that was most funny is a group of Albert Einstein bobbleheads and the angles sing pop music^^ i realy need to said that parade is such a small place...
everyway we go around sure will saw "them"...
with 3 couple and some guys.

i got felt jealous...when they start to holding hands on hands
it realy induce me...
that time i start to indulgently thinking about her
if i date her out the hole sam tet sure will know...
so i realy not dare to do such dalliance things in parade...
so just keep it in my heart...
no one will know who is she??
just the secret about she and me...
but i sure will very debonair if i hold her hands..
i hope she will know...
dun ask me who is she??
she may be never appear in ur lifestyle
but i will always appear in my mind or heart....
=P Hope this will be a wonderful holidays. =)
i felt very very happy to welcome the holidays...
soon leo forum is coming...realy waiting and hope every one will enjoy...
leo forum i will be waiting for u....

FRIENDS be vulnerable???

SOMETIMES BUDDY GET HURT OR BRUISE
JUST TELL THE OTHERS LA....
WE ALL ARE WILLING TO HELP AS
WHEN FRIENDS IN NEED,
FRIENDS MUST INDEED TO HELP...

I ALSO DO NOT KNOW U WILL DRANK TO SLOVE THIS PROBLEM LA...
JUST TELL THE PROBLEM OUT,
EXPRESS URSELF AND EVERYTHINGS WILL BE SLOVE
TRYST URSELF U CAN DO IT,
CAUSE U HAVE A GANG OF FRIENDS WILLING TO HELP U...

EVERYONE will goes through ups and downs.
while it's nice to be on an up cycle,encouraging the downtrodden,
the reality is one gets to have it "all together"for very long.
We need to takes turns being the encourager and the encouraged.
Notice how courage is squeezed in the middleof those words.
it takes courage to let your guard down and makes your needs known.

LET DOWN YOUR GUARD AND REST
YOUR HEAD ON THE SHOULDER OF FRIEND...

KEEP a positive outlook on life^^

TO MY BELOVED SAD N EMO FRIEND,

WHEN I COMPLAIN,I DO IT BECAUSE"IT'S GOOD TO GET THINGS OFF MY CHEST'"
WHEN YOU COMPLAIN,I REMIND YOU THAT "GRIPING DOESN'T HELP ANYTHING."


A single complaint often leads your thoughts down a depressing spiral of negativity.
Negativity breeds faster than anything.
Rarely does a complaining attitude produce positive results...
No matter how well things are going,
most of us can find something to complain about.
It is easy to fall into the habit of negative thinking.
Determine today to put an end to sour negativity and instead looks for ways to improve your attitude.
Commit a random act of kindness.
Focus your attention away from your problems and onto the needs of others.
Bless your spouse and those around you with cheerful disposition...

Friendship is More Important than Romance

haiz...these days every one like stuck into the black hole of love...so may i give some opinion???
Many people says that most of the first love is puppy love no one really understand what is love on this period of time.
Well I can’t fully agree about it.
I’m stand on the neutral ground here.
When I think back my first love it brought back many sweet memories and even bad memories. Does anyone try before getting back to your first love? Me?
Let it keep it a secret till you tell me more about yours. :)
Sometime we would ask “God, why you let me see her again.” this is the first things that come over your mind when you meet your first love.Do you know to handle the situation?
Act as a long lost friend who you never see him or her for quite sometime? or pretend you can’t see her or him?
Many things will come over our mind and we need to make a fast decision before we regret doing it. Okay, when we get to know that he or she still has feeling towards you and what will you do?(*you must be still single okay )
so you have given both a second chance to be together.
Both will appreciate each other because you all will think it is not easy to get back.
Remember one thing that “God has given you a second chance to amend your mistakes that you’ve done at the past, please use it wisely. There is no more second chance after this.”My goal in the future is to help others and to bring this silent condition to the forefront -- too many are suffering. We live in a world of selfishness; everyone is in a hurry. We need to stop and take time to look at this earth for it is a beautiful one.Never give up because you are not alone -- get help, never be ashamed and work at it. Surround yourself with beauty and positive influences. And lastly, pray -- the power of prayer is important. This we can overcome -- we are strong people -- and these trials are put before us so we look at ourselves and become the people we were meant to be... FREE, FREE, FREE!!!


from the others n mine opinion...

Love Must Be The Reason

Never try to define love.

Once defined love is confined. Once confined -- It dies. Love with passion, serve with love, and die with no regrets. We can express the feelings of how love feels to us but never what love is. Love is different to all. Some have simple loves where others have deep feeling love. Love is a word people throw around like Beer to be honest.