DBSK - Junsu - rainy night [romanization+eng sub]

Fake Friendship Lyrics

I found the truth behind your lies
You're just a fake friend in disguise
How dare you use me to get rich
I used to think the world of you
I wasted all my time with you
Thinking that our friendship was true
Accusing me of doing wrong
And you're the one who messed it all up
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
That's not okay
I used to fight to back you up
I risked my life and spilled my guts
You have no sense of loyalty
I guess you threw it all away now
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
When I was down you just..
Just walked away
Didn't even ask me if I was okay
Falling stars and all the broken dreams
Almost loves
I can't take it anymore
I have just lost respect for you
Sadly you're still holding on
Now it's time to say goodbye
Why won't you just apologize
I hope it burns you deep inside
by: Tila Tequila - Fake Friendship Lyrics

Secrets and lies drip at the back of our thoughts like a leaky faucet, making a good night sleep is impossible,sad mod will suddently turn up and start to cry…
In the darkness, they consume our every thought and rob us of all mental energy..
“y did he lie to me…”, “I hate lies…”….
Truthfulness,confession,and disclosure,
no matter how paintful they may be, hurt much less than the destruction brought about by dishonesty…
I realy hope that when start a relationship..donot tell lies~

~~~PIZZA~~~

"One day Trip to Kampar"
Days start when we reach Medan Kit and waiting for bus....while waiting..chating,smsing....and so on....then suddently we found ah boo missing...while trying to find him.he call us faster go in to the bus...we rush out and saw vincent with him staying in the bus...we like speechless and idot running to the bus...LOL..at last leave us there waiting another bus...=/
then reach Kampar...
walk along a "small rain forest" like what Tom said..then we reach Persatuan Kebajikan Bagi Orang istimewa Kampar for a joint visit with Pei Yuan and Acs Kampar...
after visit have a enclose relationship lunch...
we done such a stupid things...by accompany friend...
3 diffrent restaurant with 3 diffrent gang...LOL
FIRST~Having a drink with Pei yuan(Creaze restaurant if not mistaken)
SECOND~with buddy~Pizzahut..the nice pizza under a restaurant
THIRD~Acs Kampar~(HoXXX restaurant if not mistaken)
LOl..

The small circle of friends and leo gang who had know each other quite well,had planned this trip in advance for Leo Club Of Sam Tet activity.

Tired of the hectic and busy schedules, the stress of examinations and the hustle of school life…=(

we decided on a “unique” holiday trip rather than popular tourist destination filled with people and boring sign. So spend a 3 days 2 nights trip to gopeng resort this holiday. I

t start from 24-8-09 to 26-8-09(3 days 2 nights summer camp)…

YEAP, thanks to beloved ah boo who done and organized such trip…

LOL…and sure my accompany on helping him…hehe…sorry promoting myself tim…

ok back to topic….

The hole trip we were accompanied by Mr. Henry and Pn. Elizabeth.

This trip seems noting for me…just funny hang out with hole gang of friends…cause i been My Gopeng Resort twice before…everything seems there so familiar for me….=)

FIRST DAY (24/08/09)
The days before I seems din sleep cause just done my the other stuff…then I seems wake up late on Monday. I woke up in a rush and went to school. When I reach I saw 2 bus waiting there Ooo…nonono I thought the bus was waiting me…but luckly no…>.<

We chating there while waited for our bus. Finaly, a bus ride without air-condition bus reach…=/ We got into the bus…then luckily or “smart” Joeger decide going there by Pn. Elizabeth’s car….then we got in…
Then we assemble at Gopeng Town Market near by small roundabout…
I knew we were waiting for a lorry to take us up the hill…it seems like selling people to work when the hole gang of people at the lorry…=O
So we still stick on Pn. Elizabeth’s car…>.<>

Then I settle down the members to a long room then going back to beloved chalet. After lunch, then we enjoyed our free time by playing and chating.

but I am busy playing cards with the small and since that moment I had another nickname “pipi man”. The first activity- THE SUMMIT CLIMB. When the moment we departure, I felt to be both mentally and physically prepared for the journey. This was not the first time I am here…so everything seems to be familiar….

However, we face a terrible time. We almost finish the climb but suddently the guide ask us to turn back and said there have a yellowich King cobra. So everyone panic and try rush down in a hurry…so as the older…we help members to overcome the problem(I mean how they climb down),Just imagine the amount of venom of the cobra inject to ur body sure the end will be die…besides that the horrible rain and slippery surface,ah boo, who had been following in the group suddenly began to slide due he was in an intense pain in hid leg.

He was indeed luckly that his fall had knocked him unconscious.finally, ah boo managed to claw his way to stop and hung in for life. I realy in deed to thank my beloved ang zhi yong who help me when I lost my sens…thanks. We realy almost lost in the jungle due to we cannot follow the guide after we help the members and our friend lawlaw seems so scare and keep calling me to find out a way to go out…luckly we were out cause our teacher. When we back to resort, we were just like the survivors making a movie and we are the actors…LOLZ…then after our bath and we had our dinner….the rest of time just enjoying chatting and playing cards in the chalet. The most funny things that happen in the chalet is fighting for line init…seems realy in deed to sms ….=)


Today until here…late at night already…update tomorrow…

HAIZ....some school life pic...=)


"PONTENG" first step
see whether can go or not????
then this is my friend Chong Hao Pin...and another friend was tay loong was resting and sleeping


THEN next....
hurry!!!!! i am free.....hehe
another person is ah bok always watching the sky....




hehe...our beloved TOM...
so hardworking????
nono....he was reading novel....nine knife novel's


less update already....

school was totally boring and free today.


first two period was bio totally bored....
read paper for 3nd period and start chating with each other....
cause both also free period....
then when for recess and start help up in librarian annual dinner....
then the rest is chit chatting time =)
cause our add math teacher also din attand the class...
realy quite waste time....
not only me feel bored but the hole class....some even "ponteng"

Back to normal....and still single =)

Haiz....Everythings settle down...

will be a better day for me and u...

Relationship breakdown happens much more often than we would like to admit.

The notion of anything “breaking down” is bad in and of itself, let alone our very own relationship breakdowns.

If u are currently experiencing relationship problems and recognise some of the signs and

signals then u could choose to tackle the problem before u reach the stage of separation

I think u can recover from relationship breakdowns and achieve breakthrough cause u have a strong unwavering commitment to ur relationship.

In fact relationship breakdowns very rarely occur when both parties are fully committed to making the relationship work.

Commitment involves making sacrifices as well as working every minute of every hour in keeping your relationship strong.

After break up doesn't it seem like u keep replaying the last words u heard—
"I don't love you anymore" or
"you're just not right for me--I need a change."
These can be horrible things to hear, especially from someone you love.
If you want to know how to cure a broken heart read on.
But I din say any of this to u….
I just said that “ U are pretty, mature but u are not my cup of tea.
i may have my dream but u are not the girl”…
If this will seems hurt to u I would like to said SORRY…
But u might be more heard when I din said anything…
I hope we can respect our decision…

Although we break up in peace, we can still be best friend...

There is a tool that can help u clear these thoughts from your mind,

essentially reprogramming your mind.

You first write down the negative thought that keeps running through your head. Then what you do is rewrite the phrase so it is something positive for you.

Every time you have the negative thought replace it with the positive thought.

If you have a number of negative thoughts running through your head like a tape loop, it's probably best to work on fixing one at a time.I

suggest writing this down and keeping it with you,

so when the negative thought starts,

u can remember the positive phrase and immediately replace it in your mind.

I realy hope we still can keep in touch…

remain the good friendship just like now…

Now everythings seems to be settle and i am back to normal....

let time pass through la....

everything will be okay...

keep smiling every day...=)

Haiz...

quite a long time din write any things...

realy wan to express my feelings here...

hope u all dun mine...

now my heart realy missing her...

everyday hope to hear from her just waiting for her message...

The worst way to miss you is when i are right beside you and yet you know you can never have me.

Love is missing someone whenever you're apart, but some how feeling warm inside because you're close in heart.
I might not get to see you as often as I'd like, I may not get to hold you in my arms at night, but deep in my heart I know that it's true. No matter what happens...

I will always love you.
I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back, knowing it won't.
If you love me more than anything, then distance only matters to the mind, not to the heart.

I want to be with you tonight, tomorrow, and today it can't happen now but it will someday.

Nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore.

I will wait for you for the rest of my life.

Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. ..

I love you that much and nothing will ever change that.

i thought of losing you brings me to tears.
I wish that I could hold you now...

I wish that I could touch you now...

I wish that I could talk to you...

be with you somehow.
Distance between two hearts is not an obstacle...

rather a beautiful reminder of just how strong true love can be.

A lot of people walk in and out of my life, but... you're one of the only ones I ever really wanted to stick around.

i love u....truly in my heart

Missing you isn't the problem, it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me.
It's been quite awhile...

I must say I miss our friendship.

I miss you, but what

I really miss the most is not just you or us but how it all was.
I miss the talks we used to have,

I miss the voice I used to hear...

I miss hearing your crazy but cool stories, and above all these...

I just miss you!
I ofter catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set so far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch, damn this life... I'm missing you too much!

I tell you goodnight with tears in my eyes, I

wish I was there curled up by your side,

Time passes,

But not fast enough,

I try to be strong. But I'm not that tough,

When I feel you embrace it will be all right,

But my heart aches for you on this lonely night.
When I'm not accompany you ... do you think of me?

When you're sad and something's bothering you...

do you wish I were there to help comfort you?

When you've had a long hard day... do you smile knowing that soon you'll be seeing me,

and everything will seem better, even if it's just for a moment?

When you lay down at night...

do you look back and cherish the new memories you've made with me?

And when you get up in the morning, does everything inside of you smile, knowing that this will be another day that we'll be together?

because that's how I think of you...
I can still remember just the way you taste.
I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.
miss me when I'm not, and love me for all eternity.
Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind.

So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts.

I miss you.
I miss you most when I'm sad.

I miss you when I'm lonely.

But most of all,

I miss you when I'm happy.